On The Right Path

I am at a crossroad.  Don't worry, everyone is healthy and I am very blessed to have such an amazing family support.  Everyone in my family just seems to have a lot of things going on right now.

It is my belief that nothing in life is coincidental.  Everything is meant to be, you just need to be open to receive the "whys."  So... I had the bizarre coincidence of meeting a highly talented intuitive about 6 years ago.  My mother in law gave me her contact info and convinced me to meet with her because she was so creepily accurate with her own reading.  I met Annar, tested her talent and yes she proved to be deadly accurate about many aspects of my life that only close family members know.  She is human so of course, her future predictions so far have only been 50% accurate.  Considering that the actual stats of knowing your future are usually zero, 50% is pretty damn amazing.

I felt it was time to schedule another reading to try to give some insight into my crossroads.  The reading was suppose to be this upcoming Friday but she rescheduled it for yesterday.  Chris was originally going to come along but of course his beloved Canucks were playing so I was once again a hockey widow.  As instructed, I drove to her home with a blank cassette tape, my photos of the people I wanted to discuss and $90 cash.  I arrived on time but had to wait in her living room for about 30 minutes as she was running behind her appointments.

Annar called me in and I handed her the tape so she could record the session.  She popped it in and tried to record it but for whatever reason the recorder jams.  She starts cursing that she just bought it and then attempts to wrestle with the machine only to have the tape unravel in her hands.  She apologizes for her recorder eating my new cassette tape so she rummages through her desk to see if there was a spare kicking around.  Of course, there wasn't.  It then occurred to me that my camera was in my purse so I go grab it and ask if it was okay to record the session on video mode but I wouldn't point the lens at her.  Instead I would aim it at the tissue box on the desk.  She gives permission so I started recording in movie mode.

The last time I was at Annar's she mentioned at the end of the session that a maternal spirit, probably my grandma, "popped" in to visit.  I was highly confused at this comment because both my grandmas are alive.  Annar then said her name starts with the letter E... like Evelyn, Eleanor.  It just occurred to me that it might have been Chris' grandma Elaine who was very close to Chris and passed away from cancer when he was really young.       

Well when we started the session yesterday the first thing Annar mentioned was that my grandma was here with me.  Again, I told her both my grandmas are still alive.  Again Annar says, "Well the spirit is definitely maternal and her name starts with the letter E".  Realizing it was Grandma Elaine again, I told Annar to tell her I said, "Hi!"  On my list of questions to ask I had written down, "Is Kaiya the reincarnation of Grandma Elaine?"  I wanted to know because Kaiya's birthday was 2 days after Grandma Elaine's birthday so I always wondered if it was possible.  Well considering Grandma Elaine was still hanging out at my readings it was pretty clear that she didn't cycle back into this lifetime.  Suddenly, I noticed my camera retracted it's lens and shut itself down.  Frustrated, I tried to turn it back on and it never did.

Annar then asked, "Do you jam technology?"  "What?  No, not really.  Why?" I replied.  "Because your energy levels are so high!  I sensed you were arriving about a block before you actually were here!  People with your energy levels sometimes jams electronic things."  I raise an eyebrow and challenged that maybe it's not me but it's my "friends."  She then stares intensely at my forehead and tells me she can't read past 3 months into my future because my chakra is changing.  Apparently it's going from a purple back into a bright green which means in the next 3 months my life will be intensely changing and I will be entering the next phase of my life.  She tells me to come back in July because my purple aura is blocking her abilities to see past the immediate future.  I stare at her like she has two heads.  She reads my confused body language and attempts to explain something about a Saturn rising in my fifth moon... wait... or was it the Unicorn will be rising above the happy Leperchaun?  I can't recall because she spoke so quickly and I don't have a damn taped session to review.

Anyways, I pushed her to see what she can because I had a list of questions that I needed to rattle through.  She entertains me and discusses the future of my business and the future of Chris' business but then mentions she can't really tell because I am blocking her abilities with my blinding purple.  She starts going through the photos I brought and she tells me I will have a really blessed life and my 3 children will grow up to be amazing adults.  She pauses at Kaiya's photo and says she's very special.  Annar proceeds to tell me that she is an energy giver and highly intuitive like her mother.  What... come again?  She tells me that children like Kaiya, around the age of 2, will point up into the corners and start babbling to the air because they are conversing with the spirits.  Great... this wasn't exactly the talent I was envisioning for my daughter.  I was kind of hoping she was able to sing... or at the very least reflect my witty sarcasm.

Annar throws her hands up in the air and says that I really don't need her at this point in my life - I just need to trust my gut instinct.  She says I have the same talent as she does but I'm just raw.  I stare at her in disbelief.  My entire life I have been given many opportunities to explore this "talent" but never have because I was afraid of opening Pandora's Box.  Seeing that Annar couldn't do a good reading anyways I saw it as a good opportunity to finally ask a trained expert.  I explain to her about my stories of my "friends".  She studies me and then explains that my guardian spirits don't just randomly hang around.  They only come when I ask them too and or in times of need.  I bravely ask her to describe to me my guardian spirits.  She concentrates on my forehead.  She says I have a dominant one that is an old female soul and a distant one that is a younger male.  She also mentions that they are both Vietnamese.  I laughed because the weird thing is that it never occurred to me that my spirits were Vietnamese.  I know that sounds stupid.  Annar then says that my Guardians like taking the form of big birds.  I stopped laughing.

She tells me she will send a blessing to help sell my house and I better start house shopping because as soon as she starts praying it will happen quickly.  She says the house will sell for $525,000 to a nice young couple.  My new house will be beautiful and will have the numbers 8018 in it.  She tells me that as soon as I sell it I need to phone and tell her so she can focus her prayers on someone else.  I ask her why she is doing this for me.  She says because I have helped her more then she has helped me tonight.  Annar says it has been a long time, years in fact, since she has met an energy giver with such an intense purple.  She has been heavily drained for the past 3 weeks helping other people and my own energy has been able to re-energize her.  I look at her funny.  She notices the time and hints to me that my 60 minutes are up.  I take $90 out of my purse and she says she feels awkward taking my money because I helped her and not the other way around.  I said I felt weird not paying her so Annar compromises and takes only $60 with an agreement that I can come see her in July for a follow-up.  By then my purple would have subsided so her reading can be more accurate.

She walks me to the door and I ask her for a prediction on the Canucks.  She says I better have a tissue box ready.  I lectured her to keep the faith and she says, "Well they will need a miracle.  But hey, if you focus all that energy of yours towards them that might be the miracle that they need."

I drove home lost in thought.  I started to digest the evening's teachings and then blurted out loud, "Okay G1 and G2, if you are actually watching over me then send me a sign that I can't miss that everything will be okay."  As I started to cross the Queensborough Bridge, through the dark clouds, a double rainbow appeared.  One was brighter than the other one and to make sure I wasn't crazy, I took a picture of it while driving (which wasn't such as smart thing to do considering I am Asian and driving in the rain so thank goodness I didn't cause an accident).

I came home and told Chris everything and tried to retrieve the data from my camera.  The weird thing was that the camera does not have the video of the first 5 minutes of my conversation with Annar but it did have bad photos of the rainbows.  The other weird thing is that the Canucks did win - like I said, Annar is usually 50% wrong.

I also had the chance to Google the green and purple colors of my aura since Annar didn't really explain it to me in terms I understood:

Purple: Nobility of purpose, Spiritual and visionary leadership, Spiritual teaching and goals. Symbol of power, passionate belief, and respect. Idealism, Psychic manifestations. Abstinence and Sobriety.  Indicates spiritual thoughts. Purple is never a strong point in the Aura. It appears only as temporary "clouds" and "flames", indicating truly spiritual thoughts.

Green: Restful, modifying energy, natural healing ability. All natural healers should have it. People with a green strong point in their Auras are natural healers. The stronger the green Aura, the better the healer. They also love gardening and usually have a "green hand" - anything grows for them. Being in a presence of a person with a strong and green Aura is a very peaceful and restful experience. Green thought indicates a restful state and healing.

After I read these definitions the whole evening made sense.  Well it's as clear as mud anyways.  I tried to post this entry last night just before I went to bed but the Internet crashed.  Apparently Shaw was down for the entire Richmond network until the afternoon.  Coincidence... maybe?  Weird... absolutely! 

I am adopting the Rainbow as my sign from my Guardians.  I find it so poetic that as I crossed the bridge and demanded "whoever" to present themselves that I would be greeted with not one, but two rainbows through the dark clouds.  Movie symbolism don't get better than this.