Sunday, January 6, 2013

The Apocalyptic Hang-Over

So December 21, 2012 arrived and ended like every other human day.  We weren't assaulted with a rapid virus that spread like wildfire and plagued our loved ones with mad Zombie skills like chomping on your mother in law's organs from the outside in.  The world did not get engulfed into three days of darkness and shut down all our technology leaving us to talk to each other instead of texting and Facebook chatting.  The waters did not siege against our cancerous lands and wash away all our evil.  A giant meteorite from the planet Kryptonian did not descend into our atmosphere and burned us into extinction like Barney the dinosaur.  Nor did the evil reptilian Queen Anna and her extra-terrestial team of gerbil-eating aliens invade our planet and held our bodies hostage to breed a better race.

That day, like everyday, I woke up and cursed the alarm clock for reminding me I have to work to survive.  I sleepily made my way to the shower, blind as a bat, and slipped happily into the shower.  It dawned on me that this was THE day and I quietly ask my upstairs team to protect my loved ones in a white light.  I pour myself a cup of coffee, yell at Kaiya for not using the potty as dumping urine in her pull ups is for some reason way more appealing and then kiss Tai good day.  I drive my enduring commute of 10 minutes to the sleepy village of Steveston and I open my store.  Rachael, my sidekick at work arrives totally bummed out that something catastrophic has not occurred and she must continue her mundane human routine.  We chat to our friends and customers, make some money and end our work day on time.  I drive home and Chris greets me with a sombre "nothing happened yet" look.  We eat our dinner, watch TV, cuddle our babies and discuss how uneventful our day was.  We went to bed and repeat the familiar routine again until January 1, 2013.

I am sure, the prophecies of the Mayans made everyone nervous.  The spiritualists explained that this was a shift in Human Consciousness and an exciting time for us humans.  Currently we have all purposefully asked permission to wear the coveted "human suit" to enter this life.  Each of us chose to experience everything that this planet had to offer.  As spiritual beings, we are compromised of energy based on Light and Love and we chose to "forget" all of our higher knowledge of our Self to authenticate our experiences here.  However the "human suit" we are wearing is quite dense in the sense that the frequency is vibrating quite low.  When you are angry, cruel, hateful, jealous, sad and scared you literally do feel heavier which translates into feeling awful.  Your are out of natural alignment.  When you are happy, joyful, kind and in bliss you are vibrating at a higher frequency, making your "human suit" lighter.  Everyone knows this and can feel your energy because you feel like you're floating on cloud nine and the world is your oyster.  The shift in consciousness means that all humans will wake up from their slumber and finally realize some basic TRUTHS.  Truth is, we are a light from the original source of our Creator and we were created based on Love.  Truth is, we are all connected by energy and so whatever you think or do will translate into some kind of energy feedback.  Truth is, we cannot create positive energy if you don't love your self first.  Whatever you think, this power of thought will create form.  You will create your own version of hell or your own version of heaven in this shift.  As always in your human suit, your choice to choose is part of our life experience of free will.

Ready or not, Mother Earth who has her own energy field will shift into a higher frequency based on Love.  Honestly, no one can blame the poor girl.  Apparently as a sincere show of gratitude for her unconditional love and support for hosting our human suit, humanity has chosen to collectively rape her.  What a pleasant way to repay our host.  To exist on this plane, in this time and dimension, you need to raise your vibration to meet our host or else you simply can no longer exist.  This is not a judgement if you're bad or good.  Or is this a fight of who's right or wrong.  It is simply a fact.  The analogy for this complex theory is an old school radio with those rabbit ears.  Some channels you can pick up communication crystal clear depending on the frequency and positioning.  Some channels you barely can eek out the message because it's all muddy.  Other channels you don't even realize exist because you can't tune into it but the reality is they do exist.  If your channel is not in tune to Mother Earth's frequency then you simply don't exist.  The teachers define this shift in humanity as Ascension.  Ascending to a higher frequency means the next playing field allows your thoughts to create the power of your universe and experience.  By thought, you are able to take care of all your basic human needs simply by thinking it.  Food, water and shelter will always be available simply by you thinking about it.  You will be free to do whatever you like.  Our system will be based on creation and kindness.  It will be a Renaissance period of Enlightment.  The correlation of manifestation by thought and energy is like Green Lantern's super power.  Whatever you think will be.

I have been an avid student.  Unlike some human suits, mine has not developed a clear, direct communication line to the Creator or other beings out in space so I use the human part of the suit, my brain and read as much as I can.  Whatever information resonates with my Spirit I ponder on and regurgitate to whoever is lucky enough in my world to bounce the ideas off of.  At home, it's usually Chris who politely listens but I know passes judgements on the more unorthodox theories.  At work, Rachael and Jenn enthusiastically pays attention but it's more like a sick fascination of watching a car wreck.  Online, Trevor Gallogher and Laura Whieldon happily invests into my robust debates as they are walking similar journeys to discover more.  At lunches and dinners, Steph and Silvia intently listen but cautiously watch as I walk the fine line of crazy.  Luckily for me I don't feel alone.  In addition to an amazing support network, I have an anonymous audience reading my journey, analyzing, taking what they need, reaching out when they feel it and leaving what is not yet understood. 

Chris and I really are the cliche definition of Ying and Yang.  He is hardwire for negativity.  His anxiety for change holds back his wings to fly.  His fear for the worst case scenarios dormants his Spirit from really shining.  Everyday is a battle in our household to change the hardwiring to see the beauty in life.  With the impending doom of the world ending, he confesses that instead of sleeping, he spends his night playing in his head how to protect his family from harm.  In his head he thinks he should stock seeds, take up fire arms courses, build under ground bunkers and hoard food and water.  When he is brave he asks if it's okay to indulge into his fears.  I tell him to acknowledge it, let it pass and have faith that whatever is in store for humanity is for the greater good.  If we are meant to be here, we will be here.  If we were meant to exit, no amount of hoarding will save you from returning Home.  I'm not sure if he believed me but our bank account is not depleted from investing in "what if" supplies.  I feel many people secretly played out the same scenarios in their heads. 

Honestly, I think many people are slightly pissed off that something apocalyptic did'nt happen.  Many people are existing in their human suits, forgetting that they are a child of Divine energy so they go about living an unconscious life.  Their perception is bogged down with negative energies based on lack of love for themselves and fear.  They are shackled into a dense human suit of unhappiness that they created.  Although catastrophic, an apocalyptic episode would mean that humanity has a chance to even the playing field and have a fresh start.  People are tired of the systems that we created and no longer serve us.  The current government, politics and money paradigms favors only a privilege few.  Although civilization is abundant, there are still many existing without basics for our human suit.  Technologically, we have advanced light years from our homo sapiens days yet ironically many feel lost, are lonely and disconnected from each other even with the information over surge.  At least if a zombie is ripping your heart out, it is nondiscriminatory in it's attack and not based on conditions like sexuality, social status, belief systems and ethnicity.  Total chaos can unite humanity because intense fear will ironically bind our energy to each other.  Nothing moves change quickly like a good villain.  So far however... it didn't happen.  Our divine energy is still operating its dense human suit.  There is still inequality and unhappiness is still a common denominator.  Or is it? 

I have no idea why but I have been feel lighter since the Fall.  Things that usually really piss me off and creates neurological synapses to fire into angry destructive mode no longer fire as fiercely.  Some things that use to annoy the hell out of me I just don't care anymore.  I still worry about the human things like money, health and offering the best for my children.  But when I get myself into this humaness, I find that I stumble back out of the ditches a lot faster than before.

I find that I spend more time dreaming and reflecting of a better world.  I realize now that in my human suit I have human joys that I can cherish without guilt.  I love creating.  I play with color, textures, and shape to design beautiful spaces.  I love writing.  I connect and clarify when I put thoughts into words.  I love helping people.  My finest moments have always been when I have been of service to those that need me.  I love teaching and learning.  I am fascinated with the lessons of the world and delighted when I am travelling.  I love Nature.  I feel grounded and at peace when I am in a unpolluted natural state.  I love eating.  I relish in the sight, smell, sound and tastes of beautiful foods.  I have a love-hate relationship with my family and friends.  I love the enchanted sheer joy that the world of children opens.  I love the deep bonds forged through blood and sometimes unexplainable chemistry.  I hate the lessons that really push my character from these relationships and I hate the fact that with every bond, I know it can't last forever.

People are sobering up from the "Doom Party."  The hangover is losing it's haze.  For those looking for hardcore proof that something has shifted will probably be disappointed.  For those that realize the shift occurs from within and is as gentle as a feathery kiss of love on your soul will find an ignition.  Believe it or not you chose to wear your human suit.  It is really up to you to live your life and navigate it from a seat of enthusiasm, adventure, fun, joy and love. 

Celebrate you.  Love your Self.  Be kind to your Self.  Honor your Spirit.  Find your joys.  The apocalypse is actually from within.

Here is a Facebook link to a compelling spiritual teacher I just discovered if you are hungry to learn more: https://www.facebook.com/huong.nguyen.98892615?__req=8#!/ShelleyYates.Samoiya



    



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